Is such a stress! So much to do....so much i want to do....and i haven't got the time.
I sit at work during the day with my head buzzing constantly. Not with work, but with the thing i want to do and achieve. It starts off like this......
Bored with dried herbs.....want to grow some on my window sill! No time to go and get the damned seeds.
Not content with that.......
I want to make my own cleaning products.....start the search on the internet!
Which leads to beauty products.....make up remover! On my trip to the bank i enter the health shop to get some sweet almond oil. I leave....without! But £13 lighter due to buying tea tree shampoo and the like!
On my way back to work i think about dinner for tonight. Bored with shop veg and totally inspired by my friend and her self sufficiency, wonder if there is anyway i can avoid this....even though i live in a flat! :S.....can't be done....therefore, farm shop.....search internet again....one fairly local...but can't get there until the weekend....therefore....back to the shop!
So...dinner....i think pasta! But i wanna make it...myself. Another dead end!
The thoughts then go back to my jewellery. My price tags should have arrived today....so that is what i want to do tonight. But....not content with just a price tag, i would like to maybe draw a little something on them also :S
See how my thought process goes? Full of stuff i want to do. Stuff i cannot do. It makes me so frustrated with life. And in all of that thought, work (that pays the bills) is on a back burner. It all comes back to TIME!